February 2012
643 posts
awkward and bad day. but i suppose it’s partly my fault. suddenly have a cold. so i had headaches throughout class. i was freezing and the air-con was on -.- on top of that today was theory day. some practical work in the last half hour. every class i feel so incompetent compared to the other students. they remember so well. i feel like a loser. i’d love to quit like a loser but at the...
“Learn to love solitude – to be more alone with yourselves. The problem with...”
– Andrei Tarkovsky (via justenglish)
mum suggested to get me a car and book a proper driving instructor—just so i’d stop crashing people’s places. i need distance.
me: I'm gonna study when I get home
me: I'll just study before I go to bed
me: I'll just study in the morning
me: I'll just study on the way to school
me: I'll just study in this class
me: I'll just study in the hall
me: I'll just study before the test
me: I'll just study during the test
bad day. and feeling bad because i was stupid and naive today.
xvxavier:
If you’re a “nice guy” to a girl up until you realize she doesn’t want to date you, then go on about how she’s a cold shrew that friendzoned you and how no girls date nice guys, like, nah mate, girls do date nice guys. You just aren’t a nice guy. You’re a passive aggressive beta with internalized misogyny and a serious victim complex.
give me character.
